Yesterday I went to my best friend's wedding. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I am so incredibly happy for her, and that she was sealed to the man she loves for eternity. But at the same time, I couldn't help but have the selfish feelings of sadness as I realized that my best friend is married now. And things will forever be different. I hope that I'll still get to keep in contact with her, but we all know that things change significantly once one friend is married and the other is still [painfully] single.
I couldn't stay for the entire day of festivities and celebrations, which I feel somewhat bad for. But I could only do what I was emotionally able to handle. And that's what I did.
I do have to say, seeing her be sealed was one of the greatest things. She looked so incredibly beautiful and so happy! Steve is perfect for her. After the sealing, when we got to go give them hugs, I hugged Steve first and he said that I better hang out with them, which made me feel pretty good. Then he said that even if they have to drive up here, we'd see each other. Then I gave Katie a hug and said "I love you so much" and she said she loved me too and we had a nice long tight hug. She even put her hand on the back of my head like she did to her sister Kim, and it made me feel so good! I love that girl like a sister and I'd do anything to stay in her life. Even if it means I'm a permanent 3rd wheel.
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